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I honestly don't know what to write. I still love him, and i'm drifting from the other...i can't help it, the other is letting me slip through his fingers, i have nothing to hold onto.

I am overcome with pity

I am overcome with rage

I was burning -- buried alive

Laying dead upon your stage

I’m nothing, and I’m worthless

Seems there’s nothing I can do

Can’t live here any longer

Love, I’ll never be with you.

Demons in my shadow,

And demons in my mind.

They’ve gotten my attention

‘Cause I was left behind

I’ve got a marijuana soul;

Suicide -- pill binge;

There’s a hole inside my heart

Refilled by a syringe.

Yet again I beg for death

How typical of me

‘Cause I am plagued-- how pitiful--

I know you’ll set me free.

So shine bright, my shooting-star

You can never be replaced

I wear my heart on my corset--

Laced and then unlaced.