coming such a long way...

I'm so proud of Devian though. when i first met this man he was 17 and into a lot of trouble making. ever since we got together he turned his life around completely. he has his GED, he is working two jobs, and has gotten his life straight. today we hit our five month anniversary :] i'm so in love with him. and i'm so very proud of him. i know that even if i were to have found out today that i was pregnant i konw that Devian would have stepped up and stayed by my side every step of the way. he takes amazing care of me now, he always brings a smile to my face and he can always put me in a good mood whenever i'm feeling down and out. Devian is just my hope, he's my personal ray of sunshine. :] well i have to go and get my nails all pretty.

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wow, it's been such and extremely long time since i've come online to express my feelings through words. so much has happened since the year 2008. currently it is summer break and i am prepairing for my two week "basic training" through the police academy to become and explorer. although i don't have a technical job this summer i am watching my younger sister Savanna. another really important factor of my life right now would have to be the love of my life Devian M. he really is something else. i meet him through my once best friend Samantha, she was dating him at the time. but i felt as if she did not deserve him so i decided to work my way into their relationship and i took Devian for myself. i couldn't let such a good man like him pass me up. and since December 29th 2008, Devian and myself have been together. we hit 5 months this friday. We have been through so much these last five months it's crazy. i've never felt like this with anyone ever before. i look back on how i use to view love and life and i see that back then i only saw a small portion of love and life, and now that i'm in real love i understand life a little bit more. i can honestly say that Devian is my first real love.