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wow, it's been such and extremely long time since i've come online to express my feelings through words. so much has happened since the year 2008. currently it is summer break and i am prepairing for my two week "basic training" through the police academy to become and explorer. although i don't have a technical job this summer i am watching my younger sister Savanna. another really important factor of my life right now would have to be the love of my life Devian M. he really is something else. i meet him through my once best friend Samantha, she was dating him at the time. but i felt as if she did not deserve him so i decided to work my way into their relationship and i took Devian for myself. i couldn't let such a good man like him pass me up. and since December 29th 2008, Devian and myself have been together. we hit 5 months this friday. We have been through so much these last five months it's crazy. i've never felt like this with anyone ever before. i look back on how i use to view love and life and i see that back then i only saw a small portion of love and life, and now that i'm in real love i understand life a little bit more. i can honestly say that Devian is my first real love.